First, thank you @doublevr for still allowing me to finally speak and hopefully clean some things up. Much Appreciated.
To all the members reading this, thank you for your time. I know its a long post, but these things were never known or said before, and based on the reaction on here the last few days. People need to hear this and I need to get this off my chest.
In 1997, I made a full length Comedy movie while i was in Art college. It is called "Eye of The Beaver" and it was about a quirky ass weird guy named Jimmy Lifestyles who thought it would be easy money to make porno movies and it would be easy to score with chicks. Now at the time I was really into porn myself and a series I used to get was done by Ed Powers. Now this guy was not sexy, but he always banged all the girls who came into porn. This was my inspiration for the Character of Jimmy. I showed the movie around and it always got alot of laughs and was pretty off the wall and it starred all my friends I grew up with. So Comedy and jokes and SNL type skits has always been a love of mine.
Fast forward to 2001, I am working for a porn photo company who started Barely Legal for Hustler, the internet is starting to boom with Dirty Sanchez and the Bangbus killing it. Our company is going bankrupt because no one wants magazines anymore, so the owner's boyfriend has a friend ask him if he can shoot a pilot for a new website. The webmaster had seen my Movie and said 'Don't you know you got Jimmy Lifestyles working in the photoshop bay, he can shoot it". They wanted someone to not only run camera, but to talk and be silly and funny (like Dirty Sanchez) as this was the dawn of "Reality Porn". So I was given the chance to shoot the pilot. I killed it and the client loved it. This was the begining of many many sites that would feature the character behind the camera known as Mr.Lifestyles.
I even was the male talent for alot of these sites (not my idea) as the clients wanted the silly douche fast talking quick witted character, as all the sites I was shooting were converting and making money. I never took myself seriously so I always made Jimmy kinda douchie, an ass, a clown who would get lucky and trick or con girls into filming porn scenes. (These were the premises of websites back then) But I never got lost into the character as who I am for real, is quite the opposite from Jimmy.
I began shooting content for a mockumentary about this character where I would just be dressed in a bathrobe n sunglasses, wearing slippers. I was always tested just like all talent . I started doing full scenes with girls as a "sleazy" or "creepy" director who was out there, seemingly on one thing or another and I had the girls act like they were new and confused as to my unprofessional like appearance and off the wall behavior, and then we'd make some hot sex content. I was in my 30's and compared to alot of the directors at the time, I was a good looking n charming dude. So I had no problem having girls around and wanting to hang out n sleep over n whatnot. Everyone thought I was the funniest dude around, nothing but love n good times with me. Jokes and silly pervertedness. I also at the time was always filming the hangouts n parties and having smoke sessions, I called the video's "Stoner Conversations' and have actually been editing all this footage for the documentary(mockumentary). Its the artist in me that always was collecting and rolling footage, when the camera was on, so was the Character of Jimmy Lifestyles. great life right? What an Asshole this guy is for telling us about all these amazing times. well here's the thing, also during my 22 years of being in the porn business:
I've been robbed multiple times
I've been blackmailed
I've been stolen from, swindled
I've been taken advantaged of multiple times
I've lost equipment, i lost footage
I've been emotionally abused countless times
I've been given STD's
I've been given Staph infections
I've lost teeth
I've been (by definition) Sexually assaulted many times
I've had my house set on fire by homemade molitov cocktails
I've had most of my furniture destroyed
I've been lied to constantly
I've had constant incounters of disloyalty
I've had my best friend die in my arms as i failed to get his heart started again
I've had friends killed by cops
I've been shot at
I've been raided
I've been cheated on
I've been disrespected
I've had friends overdose and die
I've had former girlfriends kill themselves
I've had others commit suicide
I've lost many to drugs and alcohol
I've had cars crashed and wrecked that i lended
I've lost loved ones to cancer
I've been assaulted by angry fathers
I've been threatend by gangs
I've had people try and undercut me to take my work
I've lost friends to HIV
I've been hated for no good reason by people I've never met
I've been slandered
I've been Conned
I've been misunderstood constantly
I've been broken hearted
I've been smashed in the face with a louis vuttion purse that i bought for the girl
I've been emotionally drained
I've had friends die in mysterious way and strange circumstances
I've had close friends all of a sudden disappear out of my life
I've lost houses, lost animals, lost sanity
I've Lost hundreds of thousands of dollars
I've have walked endlessly amongst two faced snakes and always had a smile for them
I've bailed girls out of jail on my own dime
I've paid for flights for girls to go home to see their families
I've Housed many many girls, most free of charge so they could stack up their money
I've paid their phone bills
I've paid their rent
I've always have paid for dinner and food for the house
I've always helped friends who needed money for whatever reasons
I've shot scenes that i didn't need, just to help make people money
I've helped girls get off drugs
I've paid for rehab
I've always paid my shoots same day (most of the time with cash)
I've saved girls from being raped
I've saved girls from abusive boyfriends
I've saved girls from Pimps
I've saved girls from ruining their lives... etc, etc.
One thing I have never been, even throughout all of this, I have never been an abuser of woman. I have never hated or harmed any female, even through all of it. I have never forced myself on to any female without consent. But for some reason, the 2 events in march 2019, that I thought I had attoned for and explained and was cleared from (wankz lawyer said so about Alex Coal after his investigation back then) are the only things people seem to know or bring up about Jimmy Lifestyles. This isn't by the people close to me, or know me for real. This is what people whom never met me, or met me once, or shot a scene once for me think, or interacted with me online or assume who I am because they heard it from someone else. Not one person who has called me names on this forum has any clue about anything I listed above. Why? because I don't cry about it on social media. But it doesn't make it any less the truth. Just because I've never spoken about any of it publicly.To me Jimmy Lifestyles is a character, a silly dude, a wacky pervert that makes sexual jokes and acts like a goof for the camera. That's what his clients paid for. That's what I still am collecting footage for. I can turn it on or off , whatever the situation calls for. I am an actor playing a character. I make sure the girls onset know this, for every shoot since the fiasco. All the stuff I listed above, that is my REAL life . and since I am being straight the fuck up here, that's Brent's life.
After I saw how some of the girls I thought were friends and I liked and always thought were having fun piled on me saying they didn't want to shoot for me anymore online and not to me personally, I mean I would have cleared it up with them if they called me directly or brought it up on set. These are girls I never touched or abused,just joked with. I knew the character of Jimmy had to chill and I sat down with Phil from WVR and we decided to hire a model liason for all my shoots with new girls as well as making sure BTS cameras were rolling for the whole shoots (I was already always doing this, just got lazy with it sometimes) Do's n don'ts would be filmed and clearly defined on camera. Whatever food or drink or anything the girl required would be handled by the liason. Always checking in with how they were feeling and doing during the shoot. Constant praise and support, and then after paying , we'd get video testimonial with questions asking how they felt to if they would shoot again with us and anything they wanted to add good or bad.So out of 300 plus shoots with this system in place, only one girl said she wouldn't shoot again and that was because she thought the other talent and the crew was laughing at her because she was struggling with cowgirl. So 4 years after "learning my lesson" we had no bad incidents and no miscommunication on set, no scandals. the only reason that stopped was because when Alex Coal told her 2019 story 3 and a half years later on a podcast, the people at WVR had changed (Phil was now a guy named Darrell) and they thought it was a NEW allegation. They didn't realize it had already been investigated in'19 (witnesses on set interviewed and BTS video footage reviewed) and cleared by a lawyer they hired. Darrell didn't know this info, so he just reacted with the "Zero tolerance" policy (that I helped create because of this incident) and they emailed me termination without even speaking to me hours after she was on the podcast. WVR didn't communicate with me till 10 days later. I was emailing texting calling, "you guys did a full investigation of this already, it's not NEW" . Crickets.So fuck me right?
I was so happy to be getting a fresh start with a channel on SLR. My last years at WVR was not fun creatively. To put it bluntly, Darrell sucks.They had put caps on scene lengths and told me to do vanilla storylines and actually stopped letting me shoot BGG scenes. Ridiculous. Not to mention they wouldn't back me and release the findings of the lawyer who did the Alex Coal investigation that found no malicious wrong doing on my part. Just ghosted me then tried to pay me off. Thanks Wankz! I started shooting my own content after my unfair and unjust release, making scenes like I used to. Very immersive and naturally paced with lots of my trademark sex positions. All the agencies support me and were working with me. All the girls I wanted would shoot with me and were treated with respect per the norm and I would use the same onset protocols I developed for wankz. I have about 8 VRs done, was going to make the scenes work with a VRChat game that you could walk around in and then activate the porn scenes based on what places you visited in the game. Because I know how important the forums were to some, you could meet at the virtual bar, or the virtual strip club and hang out with your avatars and talk about porn and interact with the virtual girls placed around town. But that's chilling for now as I am funding its development myself. Funds are a bit low. So when SLR hit me up, I was more than grateful and super excited. shot 3 scenes, each one getting better and better in my mind and then madness hit. Just consistent crushing of my character from people who don't know me, who never met me, who have never been on any of my sets, who don't have all the information, who don't have the whole story.. Warning the company and it's owner as if he's not competent or smart enough to know who he's helping build a channel with. Basically yelling for my execution without the proper facts. All over the same stuff that happened in the past, that had already been cleared up and moved on from to my knowledge. How goddamn unfair is that. Double Jepordy is cool now? Do I not deserve to have a job because I made a couple poor decisions in the past that I apologized for? To make a living? to feed my family? To help pay my fathers medical bills? I am 49 years old now. I know I am not the charming handsome young n good looking Jimmy from back in the day. I know these girls aren't going to be into me, and I am really cool with it. I really need a T shot or something because I don't even want to have sex in my personal life. Never on the top of my list. I pretty much over did it with the all sex in my earlier years. I was still shooting CreepyDirector scenes as the male talent up until 2020. So I compiled alot of scenes I still have to put out. Naps and food is what gets me excited these days. so I am pretty broken, I sometimes leave my dick at home when I go to shoots. It's that unnecessary to me at this point in my life.
So I am telling anybody who needs to hear it from me, I am safe and harmless on set. like I said before, I don't abuse woman now or ever, I just want to make creative, fun VR porn for the fans like I used to , and make money for me and my crew and my talent while doing so. That's all I care about these days. Lesson was learned years ago, my track record since should prove that. I don't even care if there's a channel with my characters name, I just want to keep shooting and entertaining you gentlemen. All while doing business with this great , open minded top class, innovative company. These guys are good dudes who are in charge here. Why I am hoping something can still be done.I hope you have a greater understanding of me now. I've never shared anything on my "list" with anybody before publicly. I hope everyone can appreciate it. I just felt it needed to be shared, and now you guys can say you know a little bit about the Real Jimmy. Once again I thank @doublevr for allowing me to do so after all the headaches that rushed for simply mentioning my name. Believe me, I was just as surprised. but yes i appreciate the opportunity and hopefully we can continue on in some capacity if I am allowed to do so.
fuck, its 4;30 in the morning and I didn''t tell my side of the Alex Coal story. Can you dudes wait till get some rest?I mean pretty much she did tell some truths in her story, but she removed alot of tone and context and twisted the narrative and left alot of parts out. Made it sound way darker than it was. 6 witnesses and bts video footage that investigator saw all confirmed this. I was never pissed off during the shoot, i didn't want to fuck her, there was alot of jokes and laughter and flirting back from her and everyone on set, i actually thought she did great, i just was trying to speed along to go get tacos before the place closed. So when she didn't get a contract, her agent and her tried to blackmail Phil and the higher ups at WVR. This is what the Lawyer told me and thats why she created such a dark version of her accounts of that day.. if you need to hear my whole story in detail I can do that later. I got nothing to hide.
But for now, just know there was nothing but love created here and nothing but respect and good times on the 3 shoots i had done so far. looking forward to your replies and questions. Thanks for your time.
